Oprah: “Aaaaaaand here we are with another episode of our talk show “Where Is This Relationship Going”. In today’s episode we have Boo and Kiran discussing their relationship.”

Boo: “Well, Kiran, it’s been eight months now.”

Kiran (in Andy-from-Little Britain-voice): “Yeah I know.”

Boo: “So, where would you like this relationship to end up eventually?”

Kiran: “Oh look! A birdy!”

Boo: “Answer my question please. What would you like? Would you like to marry me eventually or what?”

Kiran: “Aren’t those sandwiches delicious?”

Boo: “…”

Kiran: “Well, honestly I have no clue. I don’t really think about that. I enjoy every day and night we spend together, but I don’t have a plan along the lines of ‘omg let’s get married immediately because I’m getting older’ or anything.”

Boo: “I see.” [ponders] “But you were different at the start.”

Kiran: “Yeah, I was insecure and in love and unsure what you wanted. Now I am still in love, but not insecure, and I think we’re on the same page.”

Boo: “Yeah.”

Kiran: “So what do you think about this?”

Boo: “Well, I, yeah, kind of, yeah, the same really.”

Kiran: (under his breath) “Oh yeah, that sounds believable, and I am sure you would have said the same had I not said what I did.”

Oprah: “Thank you guests, that was a lovely edition of ‘Where Is This Relationship Going’. We will be back with Judy and Michael from Alaska after those ads.”

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I have no clue.

I continue having no clue.

We haven’t had a fight in… weeks. In four weeks or so. Getting close to five. Thing is, that is largely because I refuse to stay over before a workday, so we mostly see each other on the weekends. And then, I spend my Wednesday off doing weekendy things, like cleaning, shopping, etc.

I still have no clue whether I want to be with him long term. He’s a lovely guy to spend weekends with, definitely. Sex continues to be amazing. (Plus, perhaps thanks to us not seeing each other very often, the average is still approximately twice a day.) He’s fun, cute, smart, exciting, naughty, a bit weird, gorgeous, etc. etc. But somehow since that breakup that started this blog in April I can’t get over the thought that it is all temporary.